Nothing has been going right today, in fact, it’s all going WRONG… I would post this on dA, but my real life cousin knows me on there…. I don’t usual let family know what I feel…. because it just causes allot of problems…. my friends have also been going through so much, and I’m keeping allot of secrets from their lives, mine, my feelings… just so much, and it’s all just weighing me down… I want to help them, but I don’t know what to say… if I told them what I truly felt, I feel that they might hate me… and that scares me, so I just keep my thoughts bottled up inside… because usually when I let out what I truly think, I get allot of people who complain, and say things that make me regret what I just said… even though it was true… I hurt allot of people telling them what I was truly thinking.. made people mad at me… sad at me… and even quit being my friend.. I’ve learned to keep what I actually think and feel to myself, but it’s killing me inside… and I’ve kept it in so long, I can’t even tell if I truly care about someone, unless they get hurt, something really bad happens to them, I make them hurt/angry/sad at/with me, or they die… I truly feel I am horrible person…
Just One Of Those Days….. IF YOU ARE GOING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT ME VENTING ABOUT MY SADNESS THAN DON’T READ
by ~WolfQueen14
We have to take my bro to look at colleges, we have to look for a house, and I have a psychiatrist to go to…. all this’ll be over the next 2 weeks, so I probably won’t have much time to get on… and, if we do find a place, if it doesn’t have internet, than that means that it’ll be even longer before I can get on :T I said I was going to go on hiatus, than I decided I would try to stay, but… now I have to go on leave for awhile anyway… it’ll all start in a few days… so if you guys don’t hear anything from me, or don’t see me on, that probably means the leave has started :C I’ll really miss you guys allot, even if it is only two weeks.
If you lose one sense, your other senses are enhanced.
That’s why people with no sense of humour have an increased sense of self-importance.
